You

Sunlight
Coffee and ash
Pillow talk me into
Oblivion, and
You

Let me lay my head
On your heart
And beat
Beat
Beat
Let me hear your heart
Let me hear it beat for me

What if
I never
Forget you?

Shaky hands
And shaky legs
Yet smoke
Still fills her nights

Sit with me
Let's have a cup of tea
Tell me your story
And Ill tell you about
Me

Let me tell all of our stories
And all the things we never said
Let me be your star
On a cloudy night
And you'll be the moon
That guides me back
Let me count the freckles
Across your back
Let me find in you
My treasure map
Let me love that love
You've spoiled me with
Let me come back home to
You.

Note to Self.

Sometimes you realize that certain people can stay in your heart but not in your life. And more often than not, it is much more difficult to remove someone from your heart than from your life. So perhaps you should be more careful who you allow into your heart. 

"Years began and ended 

and 

I am still struggling 

whether I should let go

or hold on more."